G'Kar and Marcus continue searching for Garibaldi, pursued by agents of the Centauri. Sheridan tries to return to "life" with the help of the mysterious being Lorien.



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Dr. Stephen Franklin records a log about the current situation. As he finishes, Lennier arrives and tells him that he is breaking a confidence, but someone has to know that there is something wrong with Delenn.

On Z'ha'dum, John Sheridan is trapped in the grip of an entity made of light. Waking up, he finds himself with the strange alien once more. Sheridan wants to escape, but the alien is more interested in philosophical questions. The alien finally reveals that his name is Lorien, and that Sheridan is quite dead.

Act IEdit

Sheridan does not believe that he is dead. Lorien asks him what the last thing he remembers is; Sheridan recalls jumping and falling. However, he can't remember hitting the bottom. Lorien surmises that he is either still falling, or he has hit the bottom and died. The other explanation is that he is caught between moments, caught between the ticks of a clock. Angry, Sheridan demands to know who he is. Sheridan finds himself back with the light entity.

On a rainy planet, G'Kar meets a salvage dealer over a part of Michael Garibaldi's Starfury that he recovered and sold. When the dealer refuses to talk about how he found it, the bar owner tries to remove G'Kar from the bar. Marcus Cole arrives and a bar fight ensues. Marcus and G'Kar escape, but the bar owner calls over a Centauri and tells him he might have something for him.

Franklin visits Delenn. Delenn has not been eating for a week, and while that would not be a problem for a Minbari, Delenn's half-Human physiology cannot cope with it. Delenn admits to Franklin that she was afraid that Anna Sheridan was alive and that she is responsible for Sheridan going to Z'ha'dum. She thanks Franklin for his concern, but she will continue fasting.

Act IIEdit

Lying low, Marcus and G'Kar discuss their next move. Since Marcus is less conspicuous, he will question the salvager. Meanwhile, the Centauri guards show pictures of Narn to the bar owner, and he identifies G'Kar who is wanted dead or alive. He asks which pays more.

Ivanova assigns Franklin to go through Sheridan's effects, deciding what to store and what to send back to Earth. He finds a recording regarding Delenn, and calls her to show it to her. The recording shows Sheridan's feelings about the recent actions taken against Earth, and eventually how he realised his feelings for Delenn. After the recording ends, Delenn finds new strength to carry on.

Returning to G'Kar, Marcus reveals all the information he obtained from the salvager. G'Kar plans to head out to where the fighter was found, and wants Marcus to head back to Babylon 5. He needs their resources to continue, and believes that finding Garibaldi is a personal mission. Marcus reluctantly leaves him. Shortly after, the Centauri stun and capture G'Kar.

Act IIIEdit

Delenn calls the White Star fleet to Babylon 5 with the intention of mounting a full scale attack on Z'ha'dum.

On Centauri Prime, Londo is woken in the middle of the night and summoned by the emperor. He presents a gift to Londo - the captured G'Kar. Londo is surprised at the "gift" but manages to thank the emperor when prompted. Cartagia asks G'Kar is he has anything to say, and he asks if he knows where Mr. Garibaldi is.

Speaking of Garibaldi, he is in a round, windowless room raging against his imprisonment. A voice constantly asks him what he remembers after leaving Babylon 5. Unable to remember, Garibaldi gets even more angry and tears the arm off a chair and starts smashing lights. Garibaldi is sedated by gas, and is then checked on by a man in a Psi Corps uniform.

Act IVEdit

Londo visits G'Kar is prison. After explaining the slow death he will endure at Cartagia's hands, Londo proposes that G'Kar help him to eliminate Cartagia. G'Kar notices that Londo did not ask the price for his help. Londo points out that G'Kar is in no position to bargain, but G'Kar notes that neither is Londo. In exchange for helping to depose Cartagia, G'Kar wants Narn to be free. Londo agrees.

Sheridan finds himself back at the fire he made and wants Lorien's help to escape. Sheridan needs to get back to the war since there are thousands of people dying. Asking if Lorien cares, he says he does since he does not want to see his children fight. Sheridan asks if he is one of the First Ones. Lorien corrects him – he is "the" First One.

Act VEdit

Sheridan wants a way out, but Lorien tells him that he has a piece of Vorlon inside him. Both the Vorlon and Sheridan want to cling to life, both afraid to die. Lorien says that he is not trying to live, but desperately running from death. He needs to have something worth living for. Lorien cannot create life, but can breathe on the embers. Succumbing to the darkness, Sheridan holds onto the one thing he has worth living for – Delenn.

Memorable quotesEdit

"If you're going to be worried every time the universe doesn't make sense, you're going to be worried every moment of every day for the rest of your natural life."

G'Kar to Marcus

"If you're falling off a cliff, you may as well try to fly. You've got nothing to lose."

Sheridan quoting his father on a recorded personal log.

"Do you, by any chance, happen to know where Mr. Garibaldi might be?"

G'Kar's first words to Emperor Cartagia

DVD releaseEdit

This episode, along with the other episodes from season four, has been released on DVD with extensive special features.

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